prey

I just felt like prey. This is the first time in a long time. I don’t know when the last time was. I felt very closed to being raped. Gender is confusing and infuriating. That is all I am going to say, since I have thought about it too long already. Thank God I am in love with a good man who treats me with respect, and I haven’t felt this way many more times than twice in my life. I am glad and sad and thoughtful.