dream

i had a scary dream last night. i dreamt that i was on this crazy creepy greyhound bus in the middle of alaska and i was trying to go to where everyone i knew was. ievan and john, vanessa, rach, carissa, kristin, everyone, but i didn't know where. and the buswas strange because everyone had black buttons for eyes and wouldn't talk to me, and kristy huffman and and a homeless man were having dirty sex in the seat next to me very loudly. sometimes they would stop and snort a few lines of cocoaine, and then play some pool, because apparently there was a pool hall on the bus where frightening men sat smoking ciggarettes and watching them have sex. so we get to this airport, and i'm looking around, and the ghost of everyone on the bus are in this plane we're supposed to be loading into screaming "don't get on! death is coming for this plane!" and it's so loud, but for some reason i'm the only one who can hear it. so i open my mouth to tell everyone we need to stop where we are, but my tongue is stuck to the top of my mouth and my lips are glued shut, and i can't at all make a sound, so i'm tearing at my lips and screaming in my head until i wake up. the last thing i remember seeing is evan running towards me crying. it was so scary.