right now i am listening to the most beautiful new music I've heard in a long time. the name of the artist is erik enocksson. The name of the song i am listening to is "the lingering procession." it's blowing me away.
i just got done with my fourth fall quarter at western. things are so different in my life right now. i can't seem to grasp everything that's changed. kristin graduated and now she's gone. she's moved out, and me and the girls have accepted a new roommate into the house. i haven't met her yet, but her name is Leta, and she is dating a wonderful rock climber and person I met this quarter named Sean. us and them might be promising. I have a good feeling about this.
school went decently. I got a 3.8. that's better than i expected. it's scary to think that my education is winding down, even a little bit. i only have three or four more quarters to go. it's frightening. what am i going to do about money? i can't think about it now. it kills me.
i told my sister Merlita about dating Evan. it was a tense thing for me to do; i feel so reserved around her. it's like we have no relationship at all. i don't know if i can say i love her, or even like her. it's a thing that can't be defined, our relationship, because it never really existed. how sad.
the new year is around the corner. i'm 21 years old now. i feel like that's so old. how can i feel like i'm nearing the end when things are just beginning? as schmendrick would say, there are no happy endings because nothing ever ends. there are only beginnings, i need to remind myself of that.
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